Tuesday, December 20, 2016

Mixing It Up With Miranda

Forgive me father for I have sinned,

I must confess, completely and utterly without doubt or hesitation absolutely confess...I do not recall you getting snippy or overreacting in any negative manner towards moi.
I am confused, positively consumed in a debilitating (ok, maybe I may be over exaggerating a tad) chaotic confusion....
But all in all, it's true like Rudolph and Frosty in the hearts of so many...I have no idea what you are referencing.
Is it a good or bad thing that I don't know what you mean?  Inquiring minds aren't waiting, they are pondering.
Maybe you intended to get snippy and you got sidetracked?  Maybe the messaged got lost in transit?  Perhaps Santa caught it just in time?  I suppose anything could have happened.
The last thing you sent me said how was it that I could I be handsome And wise.
Now, correct me if I am wrong
(I always welcome all forms of input, opinions, perspective, criticism, debates or discussions...I can't help it it's the whole Greek philosopher in me)
But handsome is good...as is wisdom.
I also recall you feeling stressed from your disgruntled watchdog neighbor...and I did what I could to assuage your feelings through reason, comfort, peace and understanding.
I don't know what else to say...other than that I am happy to learn of your resolution!
(That's really good too).
One other question my lovely dear...what words were you looking for?
Like I have already mentioned...I am elated to learn of your resolution.
Well, now that we have that covered like a present with a bow around it....!
How ar' thee finest of fine, sweeter than sweetest, adoringly precious....always so special lady that dominates my essence like none other?


"MIX"
by
Miranda Lambert


https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=zTlaRu_Wsl4&list=RDzTlaRu_Wsl4

Saturday, November 26, 2016

Love On The Brain

"Love On The Brain"

And you got me like oh
What you want from me?
What you want from me?
And I tried to buy your pretty heart, but the price too high
Baby you got me like oh, mm
You love when I fall apart (fall apart)
So you can put me together
And throw me against the wall

Baby you got me like ah, woo, ah
Don't you stop loving me (loving me)
Don't quit loving me (loving me)
Just start loving me (loving me), babe

Oh, and babe I'm fist fighting with fire
Just to get close to you
Can we burn something babe?
And I run for miles just to get a taste
Must be love on the brain
That's got me feeling this way
It beats me black and blue but it fucks me so good
And I can't get enough
Must be love on the brain, yeah
And it keeps cursing my name (cursing my name)
No matter what I do
I'm no good without you
And I can't get enough
Must be love on the brain

Then you keep loving me
Just love me, yeah
Just love me
All you need to do is love me yeah
Got me like ah-ah-ah-ow
I'm tired of being played like a violin
What do I gotta do to get in your motherfuckin' heart?

Baby like ah, woo, ah
Don't you stop loving me (loving me)
Don't quit loving me (loving me)
Just start loving me (loving me), babe

Oh, and babe I'm fist fighting with fire
Just to get close to you
Can we burn something babe?
And I run for miles just to get a taste
Must be love on the brain

That's got me feeling this way
It beats me black and blue but it fucks me so good
And I can't get enough
Must be love on the brain
And it keeps cursing my name (cursing my name)
No matter what I do
I'm no good without you
And I can't get enough
Must be love on the brain


by Rihanna

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=gZQc5WGjUJU


Monday, November 7, 2016

Four Words

Tee as in Tony
Dee as in Danza
not to be confused with Dynamite
For, not in the number
and
President, as in the President of the United States of America

Tony Danza for President

Done
Sealed and delivered!!!
You asked, you got
Now it's here
As in now
Your voice, let me hear it

On Election Day,
vote

Tee 4 Tony

Wednesday, October 12, 2016

H A P P Y

BIRTHDAY

Hannaberry



aka The Mistress of Pain

Friday, October 7, 2016

Lack of Enlightment, it's what's Impeding Humanity

It takes experiencing and enduring discomfort, 
before you grasp an appreciation for comfort

It's funny to me how people lay their focus and place their complaints and concerns on what they lack and seem to ignore what they are abundant in.  This makes me think that they lack appreciation in their richness...as human arrogance feeds their insatiable egos into wanting what is beyond their understanding....while laying blame and finding fault on all external resources within earshot along a very unsatisfying journey into an empty land of gluttony galore.

My everyday life has been a drag...I am so disenchanted with how things are going for me, you and everybody else.  But I do have my health...and if you don't have your health, you won't have much regardless of how someone fills in that void.  Other than health, the only other thing worth having in life is love...because love nurtures the inner self.  Love has to start from within...and that's what I have in order to allow myself the needed tolerance for my circumstance.  Outside love will strengthen that inner self...allowing for a happy existence.
I must admit though, no more so than ever, I am convinced that boys are stupid and girls are crazy...and there's nothing that can fix either (well possibly medicine can help to cope or hide some crazy).  I also know that I am who I am...and I can't be anyone or anything else.  And quite frankly, that seems to be my life's inner turmoil.  I am getting to the point where I am doubting if I want to be here in NY under my current arrangement.
A few weeks ago, I was jokingly asking people for some plutonium.  They would ask "why?" 
I responded by saying
"So I can build myself a rocket and strap all the crazy women in my life to it...and let's see how fast they can get to Mars."
Apparently, Mars is best suited for them.
And it's far from everyone else.
That makes it safer for the rest of us.
And safer sounds so much better that the alternative.
Don't get me wrong, there are degrees and types of crazy...and for some full disclosure, I am not feeling what I am seeing.
On top of it all, I dislike the fact that people's primal instinct when anger strikes them...is to lash out in violence.  It's terrible.
I suppose that since I lack anger, I can't understand why anyone would so simply resort to violence...
People lack the judgement, or foresight...to understand the repercussions once they cross that threshold of violence.
I am convinced, more than ever, that our collective enlightenment is so far away...I doubt that our species will last long enough to experience it.
Pity.

You can't teach a wall to be your floor, but you can certainly stand on your floor to build castle walls

I can't begin to appease such vanity with enlightenment, nor will I ever...as in forever...change my morals to be someone that I am not meant to be.  Or am I someone who can quench the thirst of a horse lost out to sea.  I also find that most blind people tend to see beyond what light can show the rest of us.  I also seem to find that blind people rarely complain of why their light went so dim.  Instead, they took their weakness and turned it into an unforeseeable strength.  See how boundaries tend to create self imposed limits.  Limits are like rules, intended to be challenged until an understanding can be created that tests and exceeds them.
Expectation is the direct road for disappointment
Entitlement is the driving force that sets expectations on the direct path for eternal unfulfillment.