Today was Yesterday's Tomorrow

Anxious moments, tireless days...sleepless nights

I sit in my thoughts, remembering my treasured hours

Evaporating in a shadow of my disappearing memories

Wondering 

where did the time go?

Measuring

How

fast

My 

Life

has

past us all on by

Like a view from my window

Going from the summer

Through the pastels of Fall

and now settling into a winter hole

Of fading sky dims

as the cool air grows thin

The sound quiets, the mood swings sway

The bridge gate drops, my conscious walls go up...

You come,

Knocking on my door

Rhythmic 

Pounds

Fist to fist

Striking my invisible ironclad portal

Slaying my demons 

Penetrating past my impenetrable inhibitions
and Deepest, Darkest Secrets

It's here I stand

Face to face

With my faithless fate

Looking back into my forgotten past

Recalling my fights

Measuring my victories

Mourning my defeats

It's my lust for battle

That depraves all satisfaction

Of a worthiness immeasurable of any and all resolution

A Destitute without direction

Much like my endless dark tunnel

that

i

I N S I S T

on resolving

...conquering

Finding an end, discovering light

illuminating my long lost journey
One dominated and

Overpowered by conflict
No different than any other...

Plaguing flights all throughout humanity

My fears, much like your tears

make up our Oceans

These oceans feed our minds

Our sprits

and our souls...

Giving Us All

The gift of Life

A life with experiences

Experiences that teach lessons

Lessons in life of how to swim and experience our oceans

Appreciate Life

and Grow into a world with Deep Oceans

And cosmic,

Endless Horizons

Your words touch my mind

A mind that has build a world

Too Sensitive to break from a lack

Of trust

Of love

Of passion

Of fight...

Our words, Our actions

Speak volumes of how our world grows,

Evolves

Metamorphosis

Into a future

Questionable

Susceptible to destruction

Of a hand designed 

Just like yours or mine

Be weary

Be prepared

To fight for what's right

A world with no harsh words

A world of many faces

Enlightened 

Built for everyone

To have the right

The Privilege

Of seeing these oceans

The heavens

Experiencing

Love, lust, passion

Holding curiosities 

Testing boundaries 

Limits of unsolved mysteries

This shouldn't

This can't be be the way that this...

How Our World...

Our Life Dies