Thursday, April 23, 2015

you are my clarity

High dive into frozen waves
Where the past comes back to life
Fight fear for the selfish pain i
It was worth it every time

Hold still right before we crash,
'Cause we both know how this ends
A clock ticks 'till it breaks your glass a
And I drown in you again

'Cause you are, the piece of me,
I wish, I didn't need
Chasing, relentlessly,
Still fight and I don't know why

If our love, is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?
If our love's, insanity,
Why are you my clarity?

(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

If our love, is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?
If our love's, insanity,
Why are you my clarity?

Walk on through a red parade, a
And refuse to make amends
It cuts deep through our ground and makes you
Us forget all common sense

Don't speak as I try to leave,
'Cause we both know what we'lld choose
If you pull, then I'll push too deep a
And I'll fall right back to you

'Cause you are, the piece of me,
I wish, I didn't need
Chasing, relentlessly,
Still fight and I Dont't know why

If our love, is tragedy,
Why are you my remedy?
If our love's, insanity,
Why are you my clarity?

(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh, Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

Why are you my clarity?
(Clarity-Clarity-Clarity)
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

Why are you my remedy?
(Remedy-Remedy-Remedy)
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

Why are you my clarity?
(Clarity-Clarity-Clarity)
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

Why are you my remedy?
(Remedy-Remedy-Remedy)
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)

If our love, is tragedy
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)
Why are you my remedy?

If our love's, insanity
(Eh, Eh, Eh-Eh-Eh)
Why are you my clarity?



https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=AsTcHYbYI60

Wednesday, April 22, 2015

my ramble for today

Really?
For Real?
You want serious?
We'll, if it's serious that you want...then I'll give you serious.

Our problems aren't that serious compared to so many people I know.
I saw a woman today that had half her brain operated on, just so she can move half her body without shaking.
(I thank god every day that I have my health to walk me through my day)
Anything else is just dessert.
Anyone who believes that they are above their God, and literally give an overly sensitive seriousness to every step of their all encompassing day will find out one day that they completely exhausted a short life for nothing...with a sullied ego and arrogant mind.
We have a lot to be thankful for, yet you refuse to even acknowledge that...instead, you are too focused with what you want...and in turn, completely ignore what you need.
We are blessed, and you should be thankful for being blessed....and once you realize the relevance of why you even exist, you may come to the realization of how much healthier it is for your body to carry a light and open heart.
I can't blame you, your soul needs more experience.
....
But you are extremely lucky you have found me...or extremely cursed...either way, Understand this...now go and pray to your Buddha.

s i m p l e

In a world predicated on rules, laws, statues, procedures and regulations...we can hardly go anywhere without some sort of permission.
Sometimes, even our own daily habits, routines and lifestyles (if not a threat to anyone) are scrutinized, judged and persecuted...
By default, manipulating our mindset
and influencing our behavior and judgement.
For better or worse
and up until our death
We say I Do
with conviction and belief from our moral soul
But...I...being me...I wonder
I wonder if I sang for our King and Queen
How things would roll
Like a stone
Down my dry non-existing half time marching tune
...
Even in a generation, lost in its own fire....
Who would come and dance to my song
And laugh with delight



Morality Vs Obedience

Morality is doing what's right regardless of what you are told.

Obedience is doing what you are told regardless of what is right.






ps
Did the Invention of Money create Poverty?

The Art of Consumerism

I blinked twice and allowed my eyesight to fade within the fog that surrounded me...
There resided a community of wanderers....
Confused,
and
Misguided
Drawn to the gold that shimmered on the periphery of the omnipotent cloud that shrouds our world.
Mesmerized by its bountiful luster, charmed by its incandenct shine...
Bedazzled and spellbound.
Like a herd,
mindlessly munching on a pasture at Walmart, Costco, KMart or Target...or some other variant place no different
Gentle, hypnotic music plays in the background.
Bright yellow Colors reminding us of comfort and gold...
s p e n d
s  p  e  n  d
bend and spend
More, more and more


"Materialism is a value system that is preoccupied with possessions and the social image they 'project'....
is both socially destructive and self-destructive. It smashes the happiness and peace of mind of those who succumb to it. It's associated with anxiety, depression and broken relationships."

By someone grateful who is not materialistic.




"Nothing in this Wicked World is permanent, not even our troubles."

by Charlie Chaplin


In my panic
I snapped my senses with two slaps
Spilling from my hand a tonic and gin...
Realizing, this is not my road...
I dug a hole
Threw my wood
Lit a match
and
Watched it all burn
Ah...that smokey smell of a bond fire....
The crispy sound of it stoking
The warmth that circulates around it
Tasting that all encompassing smolder from my burning flame...

and as quick as my dream started, it faded into a lost memory
I woke up back on the bus
Watching all the mindless drones sitting beside me
I wonder if they too think this...
If they realize the reality of their bus taking us to shop?



ps,
never let the 'things' you want,
make you forget of the 'things' you already  have...
by the way, life's best 'things'...are NOT things at all!

Monday, April 20, 2015

Crushing D.C. Is my first dream

Two down, two to go.  The heats on, the water is boiling...things are about to get rough...and the nastiness is about to burst.
OMG, OMG
Here comes the King to crown his throne
and lay besiege to Lord Stanely's Kingdom
I had a dream, a long arduous dream
Encrypted by my subconscious reasoning
omg, omg
Did I just say that?
Am I really talking?
Can anyone hear me?
Blue was the color of the sky the day the dove landed and heavens cried
Wolf
Or was it Duck, Duck, Goose!
I don't know, but the last time I ran around the rosey
I drank my kool aid 
And was told to go fish
Well, I flipped the switch
Not the only switch
But the only important switch
The next thing I knew I was watching reruns of Good Times
"No Roger, No Rerun...No Rent"
Like the good days of the wild, Wild West
Where my weight in gold wasn't half as impressive as it would be today
One day I say
I said...one day the Gaga Lady
Will turn into stale bread and get confused for Betty White
Not to be confused with white bread
Yuck!
Nobody likes white bread
Only peanut butter and jelly like white bread
And I'm not white enough to be (or not to be) pale beyond belief to eat this jelly, peanut bread...yuck
OmG...am I turning the tide and becoming a spinster?
Is it even possible?
To spin that fast?
At least I ate my corn flakes
They're great!
So...
Let me micromanage what already is too small to macromanage
And add some sugar with a splash of milk in it
Hey you guyz!
Let me finalize our deal and add some jam to it
Shall I?
So, I stood on your beach
As the wind blew sand in my mouth
pretending to enjoy my day
I fell asleep
And woke up in your microwave
You turned it up, but forgot to plug it in
The door was shut, and I had to wait...
A Day or two before the coast cleared
And the cats came home to roost
I like cats because they're quiet and cuddly
(Cats don't Nag, but often times most everything else does)
Welcome to my wall, wouldn't you like to hang a selfie souvenir?
I promise that I won't bark,
But I may growl and I will bite...
Only a nip, a small itty bitty nip
It's time for my nap and medicine
night
night

Friday, April 17, 2015

failure is in the eye of the beholder

My little angel, my sweet delicate dove
I refuse to disbelieve in the unavoidable fated path that I 
straddle with my spirit, 
build with my soul
and
Inspire with my mind.
In Essence,
Continually feeding an energy
That can never be destroyed....
P e R f E c T i o N
Is the poison disguised as a dream
a unattainable nirvana
(Even by the Dali Lama)
"do not let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace"
"Happiness is not ready made....it comes from your Own Actions"

People are not form fitted puzzle pieces
With an intended eventuality of perfectly connecting
Instead, people are more like abstract art
At times unexplainable and somewhat ambiguous
Yet, marvels to get mesmerized by....
It's their character that defines their style
and personality that colors their canvas
Certain personality types work better together under the premise
Of a systematic collaboration of agreements and compromises.

Even in the most heavenly of days, fault and fail can be found...
and hatred becoming our choice sin
....
and During the gloomiest of nights, serenity and pleasure can be accessed and achieved
Finding a bliss only our dream can pursue
It always comes down to the willingness to work through all trials and tribulations
That's the key to the door we seek
Beyond that door, our conceptual minds and metaphysical eyes
Will reward our road and create a paradise
Or condemn our fate and casts us to our own personal prison.
The choice will always be (y)ours...and (y)ours alone

My thoughts, my words
Namaste


ps
Love is a decision
It happens to be my decision

Sunday, April 12, 2015

Budapest by George Ezra

pronounced Boo Da Pesch


My house in Budapest
My hidden treasure chest,
Golden grand piano
My beautiful Castillo

For you
You
I’d leave it all

My acres of a land
I have achieved
It may be hard for you to,
Stop and believe

But for you
You
I’d Leave it all

Give me one good reason
Why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me
Then all of this will go away

My many artifacts
The list goes on
If you just say the words
I’ll up and run

Oh, to you
You
I’d leave it all

Give me one good reason
Why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me
Then all of this will go away

Give me one good reason
Why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me
Then all of this will go away

My friends and family
They, don’t understand
They fear they’d lose so much
If, you took my hand

But, for you
You,
I’d lose it all.

Give me one good reason
Why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me
Then all of this will go away

Give me one good reason
Why I should never make a change
And baby if you hold me
Then all of this will go away

My house in Budapest
My hidden treasure chest,
Golden grand piano
My beautiful castillo

You
You
I’d leave it all.



https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=qHTmqsXeKL8

Cite my Sight

Stalked by this starving shadow
Harbored deep within my mind
Much like this needling fierce feline
Ever so stealth
Taunting, Lurking....Hunting
Floating amongst my gardens
Where all my tools and instruments lay
There....
My music writes
My words sing
As my orchestra roars with magic....
A library of thoughts that depict a lotusland luxury of opulence and indulgence
Sounds that resonate to the pit of all homeless stragglers...
But, it's this ravenous wolf that came knocking
Relentlessly probing my soul
Unearthing all my pleasured pains
I have been imprisoned by my flesh
And sentenced to an infinite lifetime
Of Truth, Dare and Observation

It's your crepuscular spirit that binds our journey

Friday, April 10, 2015

h e a v e n

To My morning mistress, my eternal goddess
Flattery is no foundation, more of a simple case of stating the obvious
In the eternal eyes of time and space, much can be left naked to the mind...
Therefore,
All doubts should be quelched
Squashed and Expelled...completely to be forbidden
Never to be spoken
All My words come Unabated and Unsolicited
Like I said, nothing short of simple fact
Your freedom is my galenical elixir that secures, seduces and satisfies my inner grumblings
An appetite that far succeeds any plane of fierce starvation
Y U M
One syllable long, with a meaning that explains the universe
Under the watchful eye of my dormant curiosity exist a reality that blinds most
....
But,
Not all become enchanted
By this rouse that houses the simple treasures that distract the spirit
and entice the hunger
F e e l
Something that has no tangible measure
But comes from infinite substance
T o u c h
A Vision that comes from forever
and will exist into oblivion
S m e l l
Those flowers you often hear of,
S e e
Those radiant colors
and
T a s t e
The passion that comes from the here and now
Even if it's not until forever
As what was once falsely promised

Shed no tear, your crying sky will soon yield to a blue eternity
That extends well beyond anything
So....Simple, 
So...scattered 
and 


So irrelevant and reversibly transient

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Words of Wisdom from the Old Guys

One can observe different religions or serve in anyone of a multitude of political parties...
You may find some society with a symbiotic coexistence centered around cohesion and harmony...
or can you?
Why is it so hard for people to get along.

Logic is good, reasons should always be present
Understanding is helpful
Why do so many people lack these traits and expect to be in the right?

Like manners...where are they?

The older I get, the more funerals I attend.

Views.
Everyone has one.
But, can everyone be smart enough?

I feel that I am smart enough to know that I know a lot less than what I had hoped...
Most folks believe they know everything worth knowing...
and that's, that!

Is this our test?  To figure out each other and learn to live with one another....under civil and respectful conditions?

Yes, let's talk conditions...
Why do we have conditions rule our reason giving us faulty logic?
Making us think that we are always in the right??
And our reaction to being in the wrong?  Fight for our right to be wrong!  It's what vindicates our ego.

Ego is man's downfall.
What's the difference between man and woman?
Little beyond the minor anatomical differences intended to complete the full cycle of life.

Vanity is ego's shadow.
Greed is the sun that cast that shadow...
Paleness always Envies darkness.
Lust is too simple, gluttony has its limits...
Nothing is as sinful as spiritual laziness,
and our wrath is that vehicle that makes this world spin around in red

Life
Is a gift
Why waste it on such insufficient simplicities that ground the spirit and blind the soul?

Thinking and sleeping are two very different actions...or are they?

I once gave a blind man a stick
He gave it back to me and said that I needed it much more...

Tuesday, April 7, 2015

Krazy Trampoline Workouts

are trampoline addicts just a tad bit looney?
Nah...they just a boat load of nervous energy....kinda
Waiting to explode

B O O M
j u m p
H
I
G
H

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=eXB9gcramfU

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Ear Acupuncture Points

If something hurts, just rub your ear and you just might feel better.

http://www.acupuncturedoc.com/ear.htm

A Selfie in Time

"If We Could Take Selfies of our Souls....
Would You Find Them 
Attractive Enough 
To Post?"

My Harsh Reality (which rarely mimmics it's own reflection)
Funny how I have never been one to
A) take a selfie
and/or
B) post any sort of picture of myself....whether here, Instagram, Twitter, Facebook or wherever!
(Heck, I just avoid pictures altogether...I find them vain, shallow and obnoxious)

I am not any better or any worse for it...I just am who I am and I could care less
(El Eee Es Es)
Who notices
Who agreed
or
Who understands
My point, this point or any point...

If you want to be a difference maker
Become understanding
Become forgiving
and
Become that change that this world lacks

Last night I watched a bunch of glassy eyed strangers try to wrap their still minds around the idea that this world isn't here 'Just' for them...
rather, they are here because of 'it'...
This world will exist far longer then any of us ever will.
We 'Are' mere visitors here,
guests, so to speak.

What's in our soul does more than defines us...it connects us to our host...and those vibrations will echo throughout time and space.
Like a ripple in the water, our time will eventual(ly) run out...but that rock we threw will forever find a home once it settles gently to the bottom
of an ocean...sea...lake...river...stream...or pond
It's still our home
Our place
But....It's just not only our home and place
We are all on borrowed time and space...
Use it wisely, spend it generously....
Be delicate with grace and elegance
Awareness comes with
Wisdom coupled with empathy
Because you never know how far your ripple might reach.