What is the Problem with Kai>?

I've seen Kai, and I understand why Joe is attracted to her.  She is young with flawless milky white skin.  A bright, big and beautiful smile...expressive enough to ignite any dying flame.  Her petite frame is still voluptuous with just the right amount of curves.  The sun dress that elegantly drapes over her svelte physique only extenuates her lean silky legs.  She has an innocence, yet the devil still controls her libido.  Her perk is contoured with her flirty quirk.  She is smart yet playful.  Her charm has tamed many rattles...herein lies the conundrum.  Her heart has been stolen by a jealous thief...whom refuses to let her disengage their dysfunctional connection.  She knows its in her benefit to find a better, stronger, more stable suitor...yet her loyalty will not allow her to take those steps of free will necessary to escape her own self imposed emotional Alcatraz-like imprisonment.
An abandoned heart in the midst of tumultuous waters....surrounded by lonesome sharks, waiting to feast at the first hints of blood.  Its easy to analyze from my side, see the dysfunction.  But Kai needs to initiate her freedom walk.  A boat came to that island that she is deserted herself on...its comes by weekly, only to leave without any passengers.  Yet, that skipper only blames himself...calls is a failure...what he fails to realize is that the passenger fear whats beyond those closed borders that she feels so comfortable being confined by...Kai, you can not discover new oceans unless you have the courage to lose sight of your shore...

As I watched Joe's boat dock.  I had a good thought in mind to get a little chummy with two young ladies nearby (both of which, in my opinion where better looking then Kai), and attempt to recruit their help in order to draw Joe's attention away from Kai.  Kai was with her friend Shay (an overly thin, late twenties with a Very Short hair cut).  The other two unfamiliar ladies adjacent to Joe/Kay/Shay's table were both petite and very pretty...one was blonde the other a red head (bordering on burgundy).  I was going to ask the two ladies to call Joe over so we can leave because we had some potential plans elsewhere...I was planning on asking the girls to help my buddy because he continually goes after gay women and never succeeds...and then falls into a state of uncontrollable depression...
What stopped me from initiating my plans was this doofy looking fellow who sat with these two young ladies (you can tell from their body language that they were hoping for better company...and they almost did get their wish).  Better luck next time ladies...all thr3e of you...Better Yet, Good luck and God bless to all!

Two parties on our Memorial Day Weekend

The first on Saturday, the second on Sunday.  I saw and met many new people, as well as reacquainted with some old and kind friends...our buddy "Joe" might have exhausted his line with Kai...my condolences on a no win situation (and by no win, I mean from Kai's perspective).  My most unusual moment came at the heels of a quiet little lunch that I ate at a table perched over this small hill.  Along sat beside me this pleasant and pretty women and her quiet and heavy husband.  An amicable duo.  To them I was just some reserved loner.  Later on I found out, this fellow's earned nickname is "the Don".  Just another small highlight in an otherwise eventful weekend.  I never quite made it to meet some friends though at Sutton's on Saturday Night....I was too busy, plus the threat of a random boob making a dramatic (or comedic) entrance only increases the bizarreness (that is why you need to leave nursing children at home) of this unpredictable day/weekend.

Everyone should embrace the fact

that you can always enjoy a wine (preferably a red of course!), regardless if you can pronounce its name...cheers my friends and beat your drought!

Problem Solved

at least for the moment, if only I knew more about these "machines"
I'm not a machine person
I'm more of face to face communicator
*only when I choose to be*

Due to a problem

...The computer that I typically use to share my thoughts with the world wide web has had a "situation" whereby it will not permit me to contribute to the literary index that i have composed via my plethora of experiences and observations.  I either need to sort out the dilemma with that "machine"....God I hate machines...Or, find ulterior means to contribute what I feel is best said written.
     I have had an eventful little weekend thus far.  The most peculiar part involves an  accusation...that I am A (too?) Serious Man (with perhaps a humorless sense).  People in the know how, certainly know not to take me serious because they never know when a prank is about to hit them.  I can be very tricky, especially if you least expect me.  Best of Luck.
     I do pray that I can find myself in front of a working keyboard tomorrow, i have much to share with a community that I only partially know.  In a short while, I will be heading over to a buddy's place for some nice Spanish wine coupled with a grilled delight.  I'm going to know every body there, everyone there will know me...someone today told me that I, in general, am a difficult individual to forget...I do continually get recognized when I am out and about (mostly by people I can swear that I never have met), primarily through my profession.  If i were to tell you that I have easily met and talked with over three thousand people...I, more then likely, would be grossly underestimating that total.   Due to the sensitivity and intimacy of my profession I truly get to know many people (and all those they chose to share in there discussion)...Leaves me with many stories, some for exclusive eyes only.
      Tomorrow's BBQ (tis the season, no?) will be a bit more adventurous....there I will know not a single soul (at least that is my anticipation).  It will be at a ritzy home on the Gold Coast of Long Island...where the young beautiful women will be sewn together through a unnatural plastic fabric...can you say barbie...so, not my crowd, but you never know
This is Capt Patric Benson signing off from someone's MAC

This is not Quantum Physics

Although, on certain days, and when dealing with certain people...
its only numb3rs

We fail in order to learn that success does not come easy
and once we succeed, to never allow ourselves to regress
We succeed when we persevere
and find ways to adjust to our onslaught of challenges
Resilience
Heart
Courage
Fight
These are all totems of the luxury
that I call
Success

On Saint Konstantine's day

Nothing is uglier then pretentious people
Nothing is more repulsing then the behavior of an elitist

i do wish we could restart humanity
and treat each other better
right from the start
and keep it that way
(...press to reset)
I just got an unknown call
and didn't take
it
on the day of rapture...
maybe it was God, giving me a little ring
trying to get to know me
maybe God left a message
hopefully I'll be smart enough to listen

When Love and Hope cross Roads

Its always fun to romanticize
believe in fate and destiny
trust in your better luck
hope for a good ending
*only if you are an optimist*

My birthday is (1)January/2twentyseven7...which places me in the Aquarian section of the Zodiac.  I'm an air sign, and if you believe in horoscopes my ideal matches would be fire sings (ie...Aries, Leo, Sagittarius)...the thinking is that air feeds fire.  The last woman I dated was a Virgo, and according to Horoscope followers...not a good match...maybe she might be my ideal match,who knows had she given it a stronger go...just maybe!  All relationships need both partners to be willing on working together...communicating with each other, in order to function as one unit.  My worst relationship was with a Sagittarian woman (she's out of her mind, and I had nothing to do with that journey).  Well, let me pose for you this argument.  I wholeheartedly believe that there are people in all zodiac signs that I can be completely compatible with, and vice versa, there are individuals in all zodiac signs that I will never be compatible with.  Each person is unique only onto themselves.  Like I said, its fun to romanticize.
For reading entertainment only, enjoy
http://horoscopes.mydaily.com/astrology/2011/05/17/sexy-men-of-the-zodiac/?icid=maing-grid7|main5|dl8|sec1_lnk3|64531

YOU are Happiness

pure love

produces

pure nonsense

Why is it, that

the American Public 

finds complacency with mediocrity and is too accepting of general stupidity, ignorance and incompetence?
I take that back, its not the American Public solely...too much of it exists globally.
Who knows, maybe if we communicated with each other better...
Build better platforms of trust...
It may lead to more of a cohesive foundation for the future
BalanceCompromiseCoordinationAllocation
How about just help someone who needs help
rather than
TakeTakeTake
but never
share
or
give
Its a shame, right?

Optimism is the fire that fuels your soul

My mother was recently released from a hospital, she had some serious health complications that i never really shared with people in my personal life...its been a secret of mine...perhaps as a means to lessen the severity of the issue.  Ignoring problems never makes any situation better.  Anyhow, i had a better weekend because shes closer to me now.  I know that she is happier knowing that I am closer to her as well.  I am thankful, very thankful that her soul was not engulfed in that timeless vortex of energy consolidation that we will all manage to find one day.
Basic physics
Energy can not be created +
or destroyed -
only transferred from one form
to Another

Listen to this

Even though I have never given this topic any real thought, i was listening to a radio program about some research this morning and they were discussing anti-aging and prolonging life expectancy techniques/strategies...the thought was too interesting to ignore, so hence why I am sharing with you.

http://www.ghanaweb.com/GhanaHomePage/NewsArchive/artikel.php?ID=175691

http://www.doctorkalitenko.com/blog/two-reasons-why-you-should-have-sex-more-often/

These two articles sum up what I had heard earlier this morning
Enjoy the reads and think about how this might, if at all affect you.

How do you know if...

 Your life is rich, yet your soul is poor?

versus

Living a poor life with a rich soul?

     I believe in doing the random good deed to some random stranger. I believe in sharing smiles to brighten the road up ahead. I feel that you do favors knowing that nothing is owed to you...karma in turn will find its way back to you when you least expect it WHILE needing it the most.

Hello Mrs. Rosiemarie

in case my message from a few weeks back was never delivered, i wanted to send you my sincerest apologies for any oddity or uneasiness that i may have subjected you too.  My intentions were always of the innocent variety, and i meant for a better connection and understanding.  I hope my apology arrives as destined, received and appreciated.  It broke my heart hearing that what i had sent you was misconstrued for the worst.
Blessed be RosieMarie

Without Passion you can not enjoy Success

     Passion has elements of conviction coupled with devotion that drives an individual through a sustainable push towards a desired achievement...whether its an activity, an object, or a concept. In order to achieve that fond and tender mastery, one must harness their proficiency with a direction of intense persistence and overwhelming perseverance. Success only comes when one commits themselves to their passions!

Wow, i feel as if I am ghost writer for motivational speaker Tony Robbins.

     My inner drive is fueled by my heightened level of personal discipline...my primary tool that helps me use my passions to drive through the corridors of success in situations of conflict and challenges!


P.S.
Dan Miner says that
I am at my funniest
when
I don't mean to be funny

Glum and Dysfunction

Might as well tell me that
I am
Toothless and Tasteless
while Dying of Hunger

http://www.everydayhealth.com/depression/will-antidepressants-wreck-your-sex-life.aspx?xid=aol_eh-emo_22-_20100509&icid=maing-grid7|main5|dl8|sec3_lnk3|61730 

Who says that Double Negatives are a No-No?

I found what i forgot only to regret what i had done

       I either have an Angel watching over me or a Devil provoking fate with each step I take on my continual path of personal enlightenment and everlasting empowerment.

     Six 6:30 Thirty a.m. Sunday morning, my glass lamp which rests adjacent to my bed manages to fall on my head...LOUD CRASH, shattering...my cat in fear and confusion from instigating that little tango runs out in a hurry.  Damn, my head hurts and i need to get to work.

Wait.

My car, its not at my house and my cell phone is dead.  No problem, I'll walk over to my sister's...she, hopefully will give me a ride.  The One1Mile walk early Sunday...its nice, sunny and pleasant...and Oh so quite...I love the calm serenity of a peaceful morning.  The sun heats my exposed legs, i can feel that radiant heat permeate my flesh.  I see my long stride as my shadow parallels my journey.

Knock, ring, ding dong, knock...BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ BUZZ!
I hope she's up, if shes not, she will be UP UP UP and I'm sure she will be happy to see me, Again...

OH Yeah that!

ThreeThirty 3:30 a.m. Sunday morning.
"Hey Eleni, can you come and get me"
"I'm walking along a major highway"
"thanks"

Shes going to be thrilled to see me again this early, twice in less then 4four4 hours.

"You are the most annoying brother"
Thats how she greets me at the door.

"can i sneak in a ride with you to work this morning?"

"Fat chance"  "I'm running late, and your out of luck with me"  "better luck today, elsewhere"

I call Kelley.  "Tell Randy I am unable at the moment to get there, please cancel for me and tell him that I am sorry"
I Need to find my car.

Its funny on days/mornings like this...how your memory comes back in random droves...piece by peace (?), well, hopefully.

One1:30a.m.
"Listen when you get home, text me to tell me that you are home and alive"
"No problem"  I call those famous last words.

1OneForty40 a.m.  I drove off the road, managed to avoid hitting any and all trees, telephone poles, houses and other parked automobiles.  Where in God's name was I?
Right, i abandoned my car and attempted to walk 8eight8 or so miles home...well kinda

What the hell happened to me?

I need to find and get to my car...i vaguely remember where it is.  I call my mechanic and Tow Company...I'm not much use being stranded at my sister's...she left me at her place before wishing me well.  The Tow company will only service me if I am there with keys in hand.  Kind of funny if i randomly call the Tow company to collect other people's cars.

I finally catch him on the phone. "Hey buddy I need a favor".

"So you are Alive"

HUH?

How does he know?  Oh wait, he was in my car.  I really forgot he was there.

"What do you remember?"  "Lets go find my car"

"I know what i told Candy and Alexa...Keep you occupied...and the girls certainly did."  2TwoII curvy and bosomy mid 20'stwenties20's, ready to party with you type of young ladies.  Nothing good ever happens after mid night!

Six6 Hours, Eight8Beers.  I weigh Two210Ten lbs.  I must be a light weight.  But i sure can crank out on those pull-ups.  Yoga, damn Yoga....never, and i mean never have i sweat that much in a Yoga class.  By the time I finished my class (which i will include my cool down phase), my body used up some sixteen1600hundred Kcal...that is equivalent to four slices of pizza.  Before Yoga, i fit in a quick Five5K.  Before that, I lifted weights and swung Kettlebells.  In total, TwentyEight2800Hundred Kcals.  No wonder i nearly drove off the road sometime before Two2A.M.

Its a miracle that i did not kill myself or anyone else.  That no one was maimed.  I certainly could have wound up in jail.  What i did goes beyond stupid, it was careless, and not even for myself...for anyone i might have harmed in any capacity.  I apologize to all.  I will exercise better judgment in the future in many different respects.

Again, my luck for whatever reason brought me down a very unusual road...no harm no foul this time...and there won't be a next time!  I'll do my best to ensure that.  Now let me go get my car and find a new lamp.

How did you spend your Mother's Day?

What Olivia told me

     "The mark of a good relationship is a partnership that has a connection so strong that it makes you feel continually inspired to be in the company of your mate...someone who makes you a better person!  Staying in a relationship that is no longer working (living unhappily) is a tragedy."  Wisdom from one of the most breathtakingly beautiful  women my eyes have ever seen...her beauty is endless from the depths of her soul to the softness of your delicate flesh.  Piercing Green Eyes (god, i love green eyes) that can see straight through my mortal spirit...baring my intricate eternal soul.  A fools dream.  Listen to Olivia, she speaks her truth and shares with the world.

Need better rest?

http://www.dailyglow.com/photo-gallery/be-a-morning-glory?xid=aol_dg-skin_24-_20100502&icid=maing-grid7|main5|dl5|sec1_lnk3|60893

Guess What

I am definitely allergic to 2two2 things:
Firs1...cigarette smoke
and
2econd...bad attitudes
PS
Mean people suck

To Those who need a Helping Hand

     My prayers are endless and everlasting for your precarious and uncompromising situation.  What exactly evolved in your life that has you so concerned and worried...i feel a tremendous amount of empathy for individuals contained within nega-tive situations. I wish i had more of an ability to contribute in helping you resolve your discord.  Lets find a better emotional state for the both of us.  May our prayers both be heard for our better times within our souls, as well as, any other persons' prayer in need of some divinely intervention.
May you all
Be good
Be well
and
Be Blessed

PS

Happy Cinco de Mayo

to all that acknwoledge

this day

of

Commemoration.

Introspective Thought

Disciple is Wisdom

and

Vice Versa

P.S.

its the hard work

that i

have Already put in 
that allows me
to reap
the spoils
in which
i choose
to indulge in

Anything within reason

is just that

Reasonable 

"The Separation of the Spirit Body"

     The "practice" has been documented as far back as biblical times...spanning in belief through ancient Egypt, China, India, Japan, the Amazon and even amongst the Inuits...up until modern western thinking times.  What I am bringing to your attention is the belief of the consciousness' or soul's journey (or ascent) generating the ability to experience an out of body spiritual travel...whereby the mind separates from the physical body and enters a higher or distance realm (or plane)...some will even claim this to be a result of some form of a spiritual practice.  It is known as Astral Projection, and it is a tool that individuals that hold a deep understanding of their conscious and unconscious functioning mind...and under a meditative state can dissociate the mind and body.  Interesting theory with hope and faith holding its only validity...have you seen or experienced anything curious worth pondering?  I may have on occasion, but who would believe me if they don't experience it with me?

P.S.

there is very little evidence to support the idea

that people can actually "leave the body"